I need to...

I'm sitting here, surrounded by text books and school assignments, and all I can think about is all of the other 3 million things that I need to...

I need to start packing my stuff (but that makes the moving back home seem all too real right now).

I need to shower so that I can get ready for some Deer Chili with Sherrie, Lisa, and their families (but that would require me to stop doing homework and playing on the internet when I take my breaks - not to mention that that too makes the moving back seem all too real because these next few weeks are going to be jam-packed with time being spent with the people I love most here in Florida).

I need to go to the grocery store and get some snacks for work and gifts for Secret Santa at work (but that would require the shower, which I already explained why I'm not doing just yet).

I need to unpack my bag from Lisa's house last night (but that makes our little adventure from yesterday truly come to an end).

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...is there going to come a point where I stop making excuses for the inevitable, suck it up, and be a "big girl"??

I think so, but I can't help trying to avoid certain things right now.

Until the time comes (which will be within a week or so) that I have to face the things ahead of me, bite the bit, and just do it...

I think I'm more content simply loving what I have right now, rather than dwelling on the future.

(and I sigh with slight relief)

I might just like taking a few minutes to not be a "big girl."  :)