was a day.
A long day.
But it was my day.
As I drove home tonight from work,
down that long stretch of interstate,
I listened to this:
"I Miss You" by Incubus
(another Paula special)
For some reason,
it got me thinking...
When I love,
I do it big.
I don't love a little,
or just partially.
I love BIG.
And tonight, I realized:
Not only does someone out there deserve to be loved big,
but so do I.
I want to love someone as big as I possibly can...
A quote comes to mind:
"I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love."
- Carrie Bradshaw, 'Sex and the City'
...but I don't want to just give big love.
I want to receive it
because, gosh darn it,
I deserve it.
Somewhere out there is a man who will love me for me,
no matter what,
through thick and thin.
Someone who will think I hung the moon.
Someone who will get lost in my eyes the way I do in theirs.
Someone who will miss me (five minutes after they've left me).
A ridiculous love.
A BIG love.
and, well...
that's how it should be.
That IS how it SHOULD be!!
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